if existence has weight, then action is the depression it causes. or maybe entropy, or maybe thats the sum total of action. but it feels good to think about, and i think one of the things i miss about richmond was the feeling of entropy, spent and wasted and sent hurling out through the night. sometimes it was crushing, sometimes momentous and the catalyst for great things. There are days though when life is not bad by any means, but i am plagued by this great feeling of a burden, and i think its just what it feels like to be right in where all your sensory experience flows in; its so heavy. when i am aware of it i am mesmerized by its impossible mechanics, off and on apt to do nothing because of it.
Micah, I think Richmond is a good incubator….a kind of limbo or purgatory. I hope that the wait to leave is not so indefinite and infinite for me. How is life, studies, and art-making?
